"I'm stuck between loving [Nikolas] and hating him because of what he did," Photo for The Washington Post by Julia Rendleman A childhood photo of Zach Cruz, left, and his brother, Nikolas Cruz ...

Nikolas Cruz's brother: ‘I'm stuck between loving him and hating him because of what he did ... He hated all of this. But for his brother, he had come back again and again. Out the elevator, ...